Introduction

Has there ever been a time in your life when you encountered a character that turned you off so much that you never wanted to draw them or even talk about them? For many, such a character exists, and in my case, it's a character from the Digimon Savers/ Data Squad series. This heartening journey through my artistic preferences and dislikes will offer readers a glimpse into my world of visual arts and my detest for certain characters, showcasing a passionate and meticulous pursuit of artistic expression while highlighting aspects of anxiety and obsessive behavior.

My Interest in Dinosaurs and Dragons

Dinosaurs, dragons, and other fantastic creatures have been a lifelong fascination for me. There is something mysterious and awe-inspiring about these beings that captures the imagination and drives one towards the creation of art.

When it comes to dinosaurs, my enthusiasm does come with a caveat. There is one from Jurassic Park III that stands out as a disturbing exception. This dinosaur’s actions towards the T-Rex are something that I cannot confront, discuss, or even look at without experiencing anxiety and obsessive thoughts. The mere mention of it brings about a similar reaction. I have my reasons for avoiding this creature, and as much as I would love to draw most dinosaurs, the legacy of this one lingers.

Godzillas: A More Acceptable Subject

Godzillas, on the other hand, represent a different kind of fascination. Some can evoke a feeling of horror or terror, but for me, the Japanese Godzillas, especially the original Godzilla and the Monserverse Godzilla, are subjects I find extremely engaging. These characters have a certain charm and mystique that draws me in, making them perfect subjects for my art. However, my interest is limited to pre-1984 and pre-1999 Godzillas due to my unease with the Heisei and Millennium era Godzillas. The division, marked by these eras, represents a clear boundary for me, beyond which I find it difficult to draw or think about.

Favorite and Least-Liked Comic Characters

My love for comic characters and the art of drawing them is evident through my preference for characters like Luchia from the Mermaid Melody anime. Contrary to the notion that I like to draw decapitated characters, the idea of drawing decapitated Luchia does not appeal to me. In fact, she is a character that I admire and appreciate for various reasons. Instead, I find dinosaurs and dragons more aligned with my artistic interests.

Unfortunately, not all characters in comic books are as enjoyable. One such character is from Digimon Savers/ Data Squad, who is so deeply detested that I would rather not mention him. My disdain for him stems from the chaos and trouble he caused in the series. Initially, he was a decoy antagonist, a concept that offered an intriguing twist in the narrative. However, his true form as D-Sc-One-Final-Boss in the series is a marked negative point that I have difficulty moving past.

The character in question, Belphemon, is the ultimate architect of the conflict. These dynamics within the story still haunt me, leaving me unable to revisit his role or even utter his name. It's a testament to the powerful influence of visual arts on our lives—the way a character can elicit such a strong emotional response. It’s a stark reminder of the power of storytelling and how it can intertwine with our personal lives and choices.

I believe it is utterly essential to understand and articulate such feelings in the world of visual arts. By discussing these preferences and dislikes openly, we create a more inclusive and empathetic space for artists and art enthusiasts alike. It allows us to delve deep into the psychological aspects of artistic creation and the impact it has on our well-being.

Conclusion

In conclusion, my journey through the world of monsters and dinosaurs highlights the complexity of human feelings and the significant influence that visual arts can have on our lives. While I find joy in drawing many fantastic creatures, not all characters and creatures can be equally welcomed into my artistic domain. The story of Belphemon, the character I cannot bear to revisit, serves as a poignant reminder of the profound emotional impact of the art we engage with. It is through this exploration that we begin to understand and appreciate the intricate layers of our creative expressions and the importance of sharing our artistic dislikes as well as loves.